FOR YOU :)

You'll never know how much i miss you. really. it kills me everyday. Your love letters? Dang. I read it almost everyday now. Really. I wish you never went to penang. I wish everything went back like it used to. we used to be super close. now? we're like enemy. like strangers. really? is this what you want? Remember our promises? never forget each other? will always get back to each together even if we're fighting? Never replace each other? Nevermind lah :) I wish you the best there. Just, one more thing? don't forget about me k. you're my everything. And always will be chips ;D once a chips, always a chips ♥

My bucket list :3

• MEET ROBERT PATTINSON
• MEET KRISTEN STEWART 
• MEET BRUNO MARS
• MEET ARIANA GRANDE
• MEET SARAH CLARKE
• MEET BILLY BURKE
• MEET NIKKI REED 
• MEET KELLAN LUTZ
• MEET ASHLEY GREENE
• MEET JACKSON RATHBONE
• MEET ELIZABETH REASER
• MEET PETER FACINELLI 
• MEET TAYLOR SWIFT 
• TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD! PARIS IS THE FIRST PLACE :3

SO FAR, THIS IS MY BUCKET LIST :3 WILL BE CONTINUE NEXT TIME ♥

Should i? :(

Because i feel like you're just too good to be mine. Too good to be true. Too good in everything :)
You deserve someone like way better than me. 

Should i just let go? I'm afraid i can't :/ I'm afraid i'm gonna just stuck in a moment, waiting for you, and hoping you'll come back. like last time. but then, last time i was so luck that you did come back when though i'm such an pain in ass ;p

I know baby that you're bored already ;(

UPDATE!

Hai bloggie. I didn't update you anything like for few days already right? :/ 

Sorry. What a busy week :3

I'll be updating more at blog than facebook. blog is way private than facebook. facebook is just too public :O :3 but don't worry facebookie! I still do love you :) 

Withloveadeeyanah ♥

WHERE ARE YOU :(

I'm still waiting for your text even though i know you won't text me. He didn't text me like 1 freaking day. Imissyougilababunokay.


Nightynightlove. Iloveyousofreakingfuckingmuchbiarpunyougetegetepasaljelly:3 
Hohohoho. Muah3 <3

SILLYME :/

I just want to be treated like them too. the lovely couples. You treat me like i'm just the another chick. One of you friends. 
Firstly, i hate it when you don't text me. I don't want to text you first. i want you to text me first so i know that you're thinking about me :3 
then, Err, you don't care at all. Things between us is just so different right now :/ I hate it. I like the old us. I really do. I lovee the old you. #SeriousShit


It that too much to ask? I'm sorry. But you don't feel the same way as i do. Just walk away now. Wait. i'm not even sure if i can let you go. I just love you too much ;/ ee. sillyme. Nevermind. Let's just stick with what we have right now. and enjoy while we can okay? iloveyousomuchiebaby :3

MI AMOR :3

Nyomel kan my bebeh? 

My mi amor this (:

I'm gonna cherish every moment with you.

Iloveyouuuutobits. 

FEARLESS ♥

I don't want to be your number *1*
♥  I want to be your only one ♥
Can I ?

I'M IN LOVE ♥

M I N E ♥  

24. FOREVER AND ALWAYS SAYAANGGG.  ILOVEYOU♥

BABY LISAH ♥

1 MORE DAYS MORE! #Herbigbigbigday;) 3oct1997♥

She's my besttie.

*diala manusia yg paling gete aku pernah jmpa* 

Tmrw me and ashlo and nana gonna do a special surprise cake for her :3 

Thankyou for being such an AMAZING besttie. I'm lucky to have someone like you in my life. Wofeyousomuchie! ♥

Syazana Mzin :3

I love you. So, shut up. 

Stop saying that no one actually love you. 

I do. So do everyone that say i love you to you.

Remember that okay? 

Your name is already written in my heart. i'll never ever will erase it. no matter what. My adorable lil' sister xx :)

Pfft' Stop saying that you'll die soon.

NOTCOOL# 

Let's be bestfriends back. And seriously stop fighting xx

The reasons why i love you :)

I love how you support me. no matter how stupid and childish i am.

I love that you always text me nights. morning. 

I love how childish you are.

Oh gosh. There's plenty reasons why i love you! 

And i know that you'll always be there when i needed you right?

And you know bha kan that i'll always be there when you needed me.

Thanks for everything. you complete me x)

FUCK YOU.

BABY? SERIOUSLY?! BABY? HOHOHOHO. TRUST ME JERK,YOU'LL GET HURT. THAT BITCH IS A PLAYER. WHATEVER. I'M OVER YOU, HER. AND EVERYTHING. FUCK YOU.

Why shooo erghhh? -.-

don't judge a book by its cover okay? 
the way he walks? doesn't mean his 'pondan' 
i'm sorry but i'm seriously pissed off actually.
don't judge him okay? try to look at yourself. are you perfect?
i'm sorry if you don't like the way he walks. that's who he is.
he don't live to please you. 
after all of this, i don't care if your gonna hate me or something.
i've said what i wanted to say. 

-.-

I don't care if you blocked me.
I don't care about you anymore :)
I did nothing wrong to you. i was always there when you needed someone. but you never appreciate me :3 your the one that said all those mean words to me. i never push you to go back with him. i don't want you to regret. but seriously, this time, i'm not gonna forgive you. for you did to me. better off we become strangers again. It's okay. Starting from today, i'm not gonna talk to you or anyone from 'the family'. forever & ever. 
we're done. 


anyways, thank you for everything that you've done to me. 
thank you for giving me hope that i might have second chance.
thank you for being the world most amazing sister. 
thank you for hurting me.
thank you for always be there when i needed you.
thank you & Goodbye. I love you ♥

One in a million♥

She's my everything :)

I'm sorry about what happen yesterday. 
i love you and nothing can change that. 


I've met the one person who is unlike any other.
I could talk to the person for hours and never get bored,
i could tell them everything and they don't judge me.
This person is my soulmate, My gay partner, My life, My big sister, My twins, My chips, My everythinggg♥
Her name is Zhahirah Ismail :) 
I love youuu with all my heart. 
I'm lucky that i have you with me all the time so i don't have to face the world by myself
She can turn my tears of sadness to tears of happiness :3

MY SOUL♥

She's the best thing that ever happen to me.

She's mine :3

LOVE LOVE LOVEE ♥

AIN'T SHE JUST SO CUTE?
I SYG HER GILA BABI.
DON'T HURT HER.
HURT HER, YOU DEADD♥

AWW, I LOVE HER. SHE'S ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED HER OR WHEN I DON'T. I'M SO SORRY IF I EVER HURT YOU. WHATEVER HAPPENED BETWEEN US IN THE PAST, I STILL DO LOVE YOU. ALWAYS LOVE. HEE. I SOUND SO GAY OH KAN. WE ALWAYS CALL UNTIL LATE NIGHT. JAM10. MUAAH! 

I SYG HER LA GILA. YOU WANT ME TO WRITE DOWN HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU? ONE POST WON'T BE ENOUGH CUS I LOVE YOU SNGAT SNGAT. 

SHE'S THE BEST SISTER EVER. AWW, I WISH I CAN TURN BACK TIME AND UNDO EVERYTHING. I REGRET OH PERCAYA THT GIRL! HMP. WHTEVER LA KN. YG PENTING YOUR HAPPY, I'M HAPPY. THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH KAN? 

KAXA! RMMBER THAT? AWW. OUR BITTERSWEET MEMORIES THAT! MUST REMEMBER K :) 

ADIANA ANTHONY CHEW 

       ♥

NAJA AMIRA REDZUAN

FML :)

WHO AM I TO YOU?
i'm nothing to you right? nothing.
i'm worthless.
i cannot believe what you posted at your group.
of course i'm jealous. cus i still care okay.
5days non-stop i cried bout you.


i thought you were different from the others.
but your even worst than them.


Whateverlah. 
If your happy, i'm happy.
so, i'm wishing you all the best with mia.




kill me? please.

ITS ALL BOUT HIM.

Why i cannot let go? 

Cus i love you.

I never regret that i love you cus your the best that happened to me ♥

Oh,how i wish i can undo this whole mess. 

i'm sorry if i've hurt you. i know you hav feeling too.

But i've learn something.

Sometimes let go is the best thing you can do.

What can i do right?

it's not my fault that he 

likes that girl :)

oh, i cannot blame him too 

right? I know. 

its hard for me to admit but its 

my fault.

I've created this whole mess.

Well, i'm gonna let you go.

Last word, 

i love you with all my heart ♥

HIM♥

 

MY BELOVED CHIPS ♥

YESTERDAY WAS HER BIRTHDAY.
WHAT A DAY. 
I STARTED THT DAY WITH TEARS. BUT END IT WITH A BIG SMILE AT MY FACE.
SHE ALWAYS MAKES ME SMILE. EVEN WHEN I DON'T FEEL LIKE SMILING AT ALL.
I'M LUCKY TO HAVE HER AS MY SISTER ♥

Friends ♥

MY OH MY.

THANK GOD, I HAVE LISAH. NAJA. FATIHA & FIQO. 

i love them very much.

HER♥

I miss how we used to be. like at choral. i was perfectly happy that time :'(

Nyuyuyuyu. i'm sorry love.  

Without them, i'm nothing. 

I REGRET THAT I USED TO BE UR SISTER. I REGRET. 

My life would be so much better without you.

OH. AND ONE LAST THING. 

MY RELATIONSHIP. MY THING. MY MESS. MY FAULT.

NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU.

P/S OF COURSE I STILL LOVE HIM. Forever & Always right love?

But i need some time alright?

If you love me, you'll wait.

MY STORY ♥

Even you've crossed the line.

I don't hate you girl ;)

But for sure, you've broke my heart to pieces. 

Happy now? Awesome.

THANK GOD, I STILL GO MY CHIPS WITH ME. 

BECAUSE OF ZHAHIRAH ISMAIL, I'M HAPPY ENOUGH ♥

LOTS OF LOVE ♥

Without her i'm incomplete :(

I love her more than anything.

I love her more than anyone in this whole world.

And nothing in this whole world can change that.

You have nothing to worry about. Even when i get even closer with 's' me & her will be talking about you. how awesome you are to me and her. 

& I want to thank you for being an awesome sister to me. when i needed an advise, your there. even when your busy for my 'bullshit', you didn't complain :) 

there's so many reason why i love you. 

i can't list one by one. that would take a longggg time,cus i love everything about you. 

MY CHIPS ♥

ZHAHIRAH ISMAIL

THEM ♥

I'm sorry best-friends.

No more stupid fights alright? 

I LOVE YOU GUYS ♥

TIHA-MEA-XAN

BESTFRIENDSFOREVER

HER ♥

Aww, i'll never will hate you. your apart of me. 

Even if i didn't say i love you to you, that doesn't mean i don't love you, babe.

Iloveyouforever&ever. And nothing in this whole world can change tht. ever :') MyBelovedChips♥

IPARS ♥

                               ♥    HIHI & RIRI ♥
                                        

                          ♥    RINRIN & DIDI ♥

BELIEBERS ♥

                             BIEBER FEVER♥

             -NeverSayNever

KAKAK ZHA ♥

Half of My Heart.

I love her. 

My Chips ♥